Starting the New Year by Falling 15,000 Feet

On the first weekend of the new year, I jumped off a plane and fell about 15,000 feet.

Skydiving has always been on my bucket list for the longest time – probably since high school. The biggest obstacle was never the fear but instead was just finding people who were both interested and had the money to do so. Falling is expensive.

During my stay back home in Hawaii for the holidays, now that we’re all older and have both the time and resources, a few friends and I decided to fall out of the plane in celebration of my return. And coming from a thriller enthusiast, of course it was worth it! The experience is really unlike anything else.

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Into the New Year Shenanigans

In 2014, I scored an engineering internship, graduated with two degrees, and conquered an entire marathon. Pretty good if you ask me.

This year makes those previous amazing feats look like nothing. Here’s what happened this year, in chronological order (with lots of Smash, haha):

  • Self-prepared for software interviews and had it all pay off in merely the first month of the year as I landed my current job in San Diego,
  • Met and became great friends (and rivals) in person with my biggest Smash inspiration,
  • Became truly grateful for all the friends and family I have in my life, as I was treated with such candor and even a big fat Wii U as a farewell gift as I left for the mainland,
  • Traveled alone for the first time as I explored San Francisco without much of a plan but with so many spontaneously exciting decisions,
  • Started my software engineering career in Carlsbad, having learned a LOT about the industry, the processes, the mindsets, and pretty much everything a new grad engineer could ever learn (while still being able to help coworkers who have been in the industry for over a decade, or two!),
  • Made friends outside of work in San Diego through none other than Smash,
  • Constantly explored and am still exploring the indefinite depths of San Diego and Los Angeles while living on my own for the first time,
  • Started my Smash career throughout the US in none other than Las Vegas, ranking 65th out of almost 2000 players,
  • Made a T-shirt design specifically for me to wear for that tournament in Vegas and having it sold nationwide,
  • Soaked in the summer festivities of the mainland with Pokemon Symphonic Evolutions, Idina Menzel, Lindsey Stirling, Pentatonix, and Kelly Clarkson,
  • Made a name for myself as a Smasher in New Orleans as I made third in my pool while exploring the Big Easy; getting fat upon beignets, oysters, gumbo, and po-boys; and experiencing the world of Jazz and Mardi Gras,
  • Booked a spontaneous solo trip to Chicago for no reason during the Thanksgiving weekend, suffering through 30-mph winds, fell in awe with the McDonald’s parade and its enormous floats with mixed cultures, checking out the amazing architecture and parks, again making a name for myself as a Smasher at a weekly local tournament, and even sharing a deep-dish pizza meal with the hopeful homeless,
  • Rode upon the Amtrak for an entire 42 hours across the entire United States through eight states, making connections with people from literally all over the country, dining in with strangers, and viewing amazing scenery for hours from the winter wonderland of Colorado to the dry deserts and sculpturesque valleys of New Mexico,
  • Was welcomed back to Hawaii for the holidays with the most amazing reactions from family and friends,
  • Conquered by the end of the year exactly 25 non-fiction books (while slacking on these book-of-the-weeks that I intended on this blog, whoops) that helped me grow so much as an engineer, a designer, an investor, and especially as an individual,
  • Formed a steady habit of going to the gym at least 4 times a week with running and cycling, dropping about 15 pounds and for the first time ever growing some kind of ab definition,
  • And after a year from traveling and meeting people from around the world to living on my own and away from family, I’ve come to truly appreciate everything that I have and don’t have, to be able to befriend anyone and everyone that comes my way, to treasure and admire every story I hear from every individual I meet.

Not bad at all. What I’m expecting out of 2016 at the minimum:

  • Attend more out-of-state Smash tournaments, aiming for at least once every two months? Become nationally known through my improving skill,
  • Constantly learn in my software engineering career, questioning everything and never losing my curiosity on how to improve as a programmer,
  • Conquer a total of 50 books this year and keep that habit going,
  • Prepare myself for another marathon in June,
  • Keep the habit of going to the gym at least four times a week,
  • And make lasting connections in San Diego outside of work and Smash.

Let’s make it happen, folks. This year is ours to win.

Soloing Through Thanksgiving: Amtrak Train Ride Across the United States! (3/3)

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Day 3.5-5: The Amtrak Ride (below)

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Day 3, Friday

Friday was my last day in the city of Chicago. Waking up rather early around 7am, I was packing up my things ready to check out from my AirBnb room. Packing up only meant putting my chargers and toiletries back in my bag since I was traveling light, but regards I finally head out of the house around 8am.

Stepping outside, the weather was horrific! Pouring absolutely everywhere, and there were times when I’d had to bring down my umbrella to block the cars driving through giant puddles. Fortunately it was only about a five to ten minute walk to the rail stop, but even during and after the ride, the rain just kept pouring.

I decided to check out the Field Museum, opening earlier than the rest of the tourist attractions, but also since I had wanted to the day before. I also wasn’t particularly fond of natural history museums (as opposed to like the aquarium or perhaps an art museum), but knowing that this was one of most renowned history museums in the whole world, I decided to broaden my horizons for a day. Nature was making me doubt my decision for a moment, as winds paired with the rain became so strong that I had to hold my umbrella with both my hands, and for a split second the wind literally swept me off my feet! I scuffled my way through the weather for a solid ten minute walk from the rail stop to the museum, and thank goodness the doors were open when I got there just several minutes before their official opening time of 9am.

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Soloing Through Thanksgiving: Turkey in Chicago (2/3)

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Day 2, Thanksgiving Day

It’s Thanksgiving Day! I wake up at around 8am, getting a full eight hours of sleep. My legs are feeling SO much better. Today’s gonna be great!

Except that I chose Chicago primarily for their parade, it takes about half an hour to get there, and it starts at 8am! SHOOT.

I ran out of the house ASAP and caught the upcoming train ride, ended up near the end of the parade route. It’s 9am and turns out that nothing has reached there yet, confirmed after asking someone nearby. At the same time I snagged myself a decent spot; I’m right in the front of a corner of a block. It’s almost as if I arrived just in time!

I hadn’t really grown up seeing many parades, so this event was especially stimulating. The cultural diversity, the enormity of the floats, the sheer happiness and joy among the holidays, the closeness of family and friends – the vibes all around are simply amazing. The weather was rather nice as well, being rather cloudy with barely any rains, except that when it rained, it poured in basically two-minute intervals. This is definitely an event worth checking out at least once in your lifetime!

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Soloing Through Thanksgiving: Welcome to Chicago! (1/3)

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2015 is the first year that I moved out and lived on my own. For those who haven’t been following my blog, I moved out to northern San Diego, from Hawaii, for work after having graduated from the University of Hawaii last year. Naturally, flights back home for such a short holiday were unfortunately quite expensive: nearly $900 just for four days! Flying back was not an option, especially considering that I had already booked my flight back home for December, for a fat three weeks at that too.

In addition, this is the first year which I’d spent my Thanksgiving away from home. And it wasn’t too bad. Not too bad at all.

Thanksgiving is definitely the holiday of the year to enjoy that quality time with the family. But if the circumstances don’t allow it, it’s the longest holiday of the year barring Christmas and its eve, so might as well take advantage of it!

About three weeks before Thanksgiving, I bought myself a spontaneous one-way ticket to Chicago. Why Chicago? A simple Google search of places to go during Thanksgiving piqued my interest in its McDonald’s Thanksgiving Parade. New York’s Macy’s Parade was unarguably the top parade, but my introversion of going solo to a parade with three million spectators was telling me I wasn’t quite ready, especially as a Hawaii kid dealing with such extreme climates. Chicago was a nice middle ground, not having visited the Midwest before (except once, but I was only 9 years old and didn’t recall anything) and having a popular but not so overcrowded parade to enjoy on my own.

One-way ticket? I wanted to visit somewhere on the way back, thinking I could cover the major tourist spots Chicago had to offer in two to three days. Planning a multi-city trip, say from Chicago to Texas to San Diego, would have been around the same price as getting a direct flight. Where I wanted to go, I wasn’t quite sure yet.

A week passed and I had to make my decision immediately; two weeks is generally the deadline to book flights before prices soar as high as the planes themselves. I just couldn’t decide! So I thought about my previous blog posts, and I ended up, also on a whim, purchasing an Amtrak train ride all the way back home!

So in this post, a recap of my nontraditional experience soloing through the traditional family holiday.

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Smash and Travel: Las Vegas

This past July in Las Vegas, I went to my first international Super Smash Bros. tournament ever. It was a life changer. (Talk about a delayed post!)

It was known to host almost 2000 entrants from all around the world, just for this one game (this event hosted a few more tournaments for other games as well, but Super Smash for the Wii U, or Smash 4, was the most popular). Mostly from the US, of course given the location, but there were still people I’ve met from Canada, from Mexico, from Japan, even from across Europe. 2000 of us nerds at this one place known for partying, drinking, getting laid, and all we’re here for is to play video games. Let’s see what life has planned for us this weekend.

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Book of the Week 6: What I Know For Sure

Reading what the most famous people in the world have been through is always an eye opener. What did they do to get to where they are now? What makes their mindsets apart from the rest of society? These kinds of questions have recently made me rather curious about many of the big names in general, regards of how familiar I am with their field of interest. In this case, I have never followed Oprah or her show at all in the past, but as one of the most influential women on Earth I was naturally still interested in what she had to say when I discovered that she wrote a memoir herself. Let’s find out!


Rating: 3/5

Verdict: Nice nuggets of wisdom off her genuine experiences, but cliche and nothing memorable.

Joy. Resilience. Connection. Gratitude. Possibility. Awe. Clarity. Power. These are the topics Oprah organizes her mini essays (varying from one to about eight pages each), making each story a quick, short, digestible one; they’re actually stories from previous O magazine columns.

Oprah exposes herself as being just as human as any other as she talks about her life experiences, making her rather relatable throughout her book. Living in poverty with a single teenage mother, being sexually abused and becoming pregnant at 14, getting her first job for 50 cents an hour, her unconditional love to her pets – her experiences are just as real as any of ours. At the same time, however, she does sometimes delve into the richer side of her life, purchasing a home in Hawaii and traveling in her private jet, talking about the warmth she gets when she gave the entire audience of one of her shows a new car, etc. She talks about several stories she’s heard from others, and how hearing thousands of others’ stories has affected her and made her who she is today.

The way that this book is structured – just a collection of short columns, without much cohesion as a story – makes the book not so memorable from years on out. Each story that she does tell comes with a small nugget of wisdom. These bits of wise words are rather cliche as you hear them everywhere. Reading this book has in the end just been a helpful reminder to how I should be living my life today. In the end, the book is essentially just a collection of life quotes for you to live by, with some personal insight from her. Some insightful pieces I’ve personally enjoyed and took to heart:

“The gift of deciding to face your mortality without turning away or flinching is the gift of recognizing that because you will die, you must live now. Whether you flounder or flourish is always in your hands – you are the single biggest influence in your life.”

“My highest achievement: never shutting down my heart. Even in my darkest moments—through sexual abuse, a pregnancy at 14, lies and betrayals—I remained faithful, hopeful, and willing to see the best in people, regardless of whether they were showing me their worst. I continued to believe that no matter how hard the climb, there is always a way to let in a sliver of light to illuminate the path forward.”

“What I know for sure is that a lack of intimacy is not distance from someone else; it is disregard for yourself.”

“Extend a hand of connection and understanding, and offer three of the most important words any of us can ever receive: ‘I hear you.’ I know for sure your relationship will be the better for it.”

“Being grateful all the time isn’t easy. But it’s when you feel least thankful that you are most in need of what gratitude can give you: perspective.”

“What I know for sure is that whatever your situation is right now, you have played a major role in creating it. With every experience, you build your life, thought by thought, choice by choice. And beneath each of those thoughts and choices lies your deepest intention. That’s why, before I make any decision, I ask myself one critical question: What is my real intention?

“My goal: to stay open to all the universe has to offer. Every year. Every day.”

“I know for sure that you can’t give what you don’t have. If you allow yourself to be depleted to the point where your emotional and spiritual tank is empty and you’re running on fumes of habit, everyone loses. Especially you.”

“If you think something is missing in your life or you’re not getting what you deserve, remember that there’s no Yellow Brick Road. You lead life; it doesn’t lead you.”

Nothing too different what you hear out there, but because of how life can take over and and how distracted we can get, it never hurts to have another reminder of the things we already know but never truly implement. The way she communicates in this book makes those cliche messages quite powerful and impactful too, making you want to make a positive change to your life right away.

The biggest message I received, more or less a summary from this book: life gets busy. Just slow down for a quick moment. Enjoy that moment. Be genuinely grateful for what’s happening. What happens next is up to you.

My Ultimate Keep-Your-Day-Job Travel Wishlist

Exactly half a year ago, I took a one-way flight from Hawaii, born and raised, to southern California. Absolutely no regrets. Every day of work in the software engineering field has been challenging yet stimulating, and every weekend has been filled with new adventures every time in the third largest state in the nation. Knowing no one as I arrived, yet still being the closest I could be to back home, both distance and culture wise, living in San Diego has had the perfect blend of excitement and comfort every single day.

Exploring the world should be the number one priority for anyone and everyone! From exploring your neighborhood to flying across the world, everything novel that we come across simply makes our lives that much more fulfilling.

So from my half year of being out of my hometown, I’ve come up with this list of (ignoring the obvious stuff like visiting all the states) what I eventually want to (and actually can!) accomplish, hopefully as soon as within the next five to ten years!

Multi-State and Multi-Country Flights

Ideally each trip (from leaving to returning home) would last a month or two, but given the full-time work cycle, that’s basically out of the question unless if you’re fortunate enough to work remotely or are living the entrepreneurial lifestyle. But if I wanted to make the most of my vacation days (and get the most bang per buck per city!), this seems like such an exciting idea, exploring a city for two to three days then immediately jumping onto a new plane to a brand new destination, not quite yet returning home.

Catch the Train Around and Across the Nation

Riding an airplane for the first time is an amazing feel. You’d never have thought of seeing over the clouds, several miles above the ground. All the buildings are ants, and a clear atmospheric blue surrounds you for the next several hours. Unfortunately, that feeling dies out pretty quickly, and then people just start complaining about how tight their seats are, haha.

I feel like catching the train will give a similar, if not better experience. Going straight from California to Chicago through the Amtrak’s California ZephyrSunset LimitedSouthwest Chief, or Texas Eagle in the span of two to three days with new sights after every hour in my mind would be such an exhilarating experience. Since the trip is much longer than your typical flight, you’ll probably get comfortable on the train and make a few new friends as well, sharing experiences and seeing why they’re undergoing the same trip themselves. Reward yourself (as if the sightseeing of the entire nation wasn’t enough) with a day or two at your destination, and spend the next two to three days taking an alternate route back home, or even taking more train rides to the Northeast or Northwest!

Antarctica Marathon

Running has been one of my main forms of exercise, and what bigger motivator is there than to run in the most unique climate in the world? Training yourself to become stronger and enduring the cold, visiting all the icebergs and penguins along the way. It’s the ultimate goal of stepping out of your comfort zone, and it’s the ultimate combination of health, fitness, and exploration. All the people you’ll meet in the marathon – residents of all six continents meeting in the one where no one has ever really visited – will guarantee to have an amazing story to share as well.

Cruise Across the Seven Seas

This would probably just be a one-time thing, as you probably (as far as I know) won’t get much of a varying experience crossing a different ocean, barring the destination. But the amazing thought of life at sea, on a cruise, with sights of whales, dolphins, and who knows how many other creatures out there! Likewise with the train, the people you’ll meet and share the experience with will be one to cherish for a lifetime.

Smash and Travel

I went to my first international Super Smash Bros. (Wii U) tournament this past July 2015 in none other than Vegas. With a part of my Smash crew back from Hawaii joining me as we hadn’t seen each other in months, it was an exciting time to be reunite and to meet thousands of new faces from around the world. We all shared the same interest, so making friends has never been easier – and coming from a shy introvert, that means a lot! Ever since that tournament, I have never been more ecstatic to travel in the very near future just for this purpose, as often as my vacation days will allow me.

As much as I’d love to travel everywhere, I honestly don’t even have a single idea of what to check out if I were to actually go there. It kind of makes wanting to go there just another item on the list of states to visit to cross off, with no real intent otherwise. Smash has made me curious otherwise. If there’s a national tournament going on – ideally with at least 200 entrants! – I’d be interested in going, and I’d check out what’s around the area to make the most of my time there. I honestly did not even know what to check out in Vegas aside from gambling (which I never really did anyway because my Asian side would not allow me at all) before I got there. Once I booked my flight, man was I so excited! All the Cirque du Soleil shows, all the hotels, all the food, even just the sheer extreme culture of Vegas in general.

From that one experience, I’m truly wishing to travel out of state to as many (inter)national tournaments as I can. Explore a new culture, mentally challenge myself by placing well in the tournament, meet people from around the nation and/or world – it’s a wonderful dream that can so easily become a reality. There’s no doubt as to why I saved this bullet for last.


Save up and explore! You’ll have amazing experiences and stories to share, and your future self will thank you for it.

Book of the Week 5: Creativity, Inc.

To broaden the employees’ minds and exposing them to new thoughts, my employer had just started a book club this past summer, talking about a new book every two to three months. Those who participate in the book club discussions, online or off, are fortunate enough to get their purchase of the book fully reimbursed, me included with this new book Creativity, Inc. by Pixar Animation and Disney Animation president Ed Catmull. A book I’ve already had on my reading list, as soon as I heard this news I instantly jumped on it and read within a super quick half week! Let’s jump into it!


Rating: 6/5. Yes, six!

Verdict: Absolutely required for any professional, even in a non-creative field.

Creativity, Inc.: Overcoming the Unseen Forces That Stand In The Way Of True Inspiration. A business/company perspective of how one of the most successful creative companies approach innovation and inspiration. What’s the secret to their every single move being a success? From Toy Story, the first ever fully computer-digitized 3D animation film, to Brave, there must have been some secret that Pixar knows that nobody other company is aware of. All the secrets are right here in this book.

Although this book speaks from a company’s perspective, ideally for business managers, the advice in this book is more than applicable to any creative. We just have to keep in mind that the word “creative” is actually quite broad. Not just visually, not even just in coming up with ideas. How to solve engineering problems, how to scale the company from 42 employees to over a thousand, how to recover from an unknown DELETE ALL FILES command in their Linux system. Catmull discusses it all right here.

There is so much valuable content in this book; here are what I believe are the themes he had covered the most.

  1. Expect failure; embrace failure. No matter what you do, no matter how much you plan to prevent it, it’s going to happen. No matter how quickly or how many factors you take into consideration which idea is going to be “more successful,” you’ll always be in for a bumpy ride.

    If you aren’t experiencing failure, then you are making a far worse mistake: You are being driven by the desire to avoid it.

    Which is actually similar to one of the most resonating quotes in my mind from another creative, J.K. Rowling in her book Very Good Lives (the text of her speech to Harvard’s graduating class of 2008):

    It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all – in which case, you fail by default.

    From this, he lets his team have full creative freedom. Try anything and everything. New ideas are expected to be unpolished; don’t attack the idea just because it’s not perfectly refined; critique its potential. The 80-20 Paretal Principle comes in mind here; spend 20% of your time exploring, and 80% of all the work you do will originate from your creative exploration.

    Pixar has been creating shorts – those five to ten minute films before the actual movie starts – for the sheer sake of exploration (he classifies this as “research and development” in the financial reports). While they’re still releasing work, these shorts have much fewer risks, both creative and financial. Does this film ring a bell?


  2. Candor, not honesty. Candor. With honesty, Catmull claims that people will often choose not to say what they think, remaining in silence. That’s what comes with honesty – the fear of judgment, of demotion. He explains that candor is basically honesty, but without that extra baggage, without reserve. He had come up with the idea of the Braintrust, a monthly activity in which the entire company spends an entire day discussing what is working, what isn’t, attacking any and every idea pondering around within Pixar. It enforces the motivation of bettering ideas, not belittling the people who have come up with them.

    Candor isn’t cruel. It does not destroy. On the contrary, any successful feedback system is built on empathy, on the idea that we are all in this together, that we understand your pain because we’ve experienced it ourselves. The need to stroke one’s own ego, to get the credit we feel we deserve – we strive to chuck those impulses at the door. The Braintrust is fueled by the idea that every note we give is in the service of a common goal: supporting and helping each other as we try to make better movies.

    Catmull’s career goal is currently to strive to create the greatest environment to innovative success, now that he had reached his initial goal of creating the first computer animation after over twenty years of his life’s endeavors. He’s constantly searching ways for employees to be more candid. This has been ranging from anyone and everyone having equal importance, trusting in all of them (that is why they were hired!), to “good notes” which concisely addresses problems in a timely matter and without demands.


  3. Expect change. Expect randomness. Ideas. Software. People. They all change. Without change, there cannot be any improvement. Pixar would eventually die. Fortunately or unfortunately, change also comes with problems, novel problems which nobody will have the solution to. Instead of choking up on these problems, blaming whomever or whichever team caused it (if any), the team should approach the problem with confidence, even with gratitude, as it’s another learning lesson along the road.

    The deleting all files I mentioned earlier? Catmull discusses this incident where this Linux command (for those who are the least bit Linux savvy) was invoked: /bin/rm -r -f *. This command basically deletes anything and everything in the /bin folder, which contained all their work: artwork, code, characters, objects, backgrounds, lighting. The -f in the command means to call the command without asking to confirm (‘f’ for force). When they unplugged the computer system calling this command, they had lost 90% of the entire film’s work. There’s no undo command for this. How did they solve this problem? An employee had just recalled having to work from home several months ago, having to back up all the files onto her local computer on a weekly basis. Although a few months of work were lost, that is much better than 90% of the film! This could not have been possible if Pixar were to jump into the blame game, asking who in the world would pull out that command (and why it was so easily accessible in the first place). Focus on the solution. Focus on excellence. Focus on the product.

  4. Excellent, not easy. Do everything it takes to create excellent work. This company does everything from research trips to France for Ratatouille to get a feel and all the minute details they need, to rendering an entire stack of CD’s in Monsters, Inc. being on screen just to fall and shatter in mere seconds, to merging with Disney, a large company that had been on a constant downfall with animation but was much more successful than Pixar in business and sales. Easy shuts out potential, shuts out ideas, shuts out creativity (and for those in software, I’m sure you’ve heard of the term technical debt).  Do all the research you can, otherwise you’re just “creating” work based on what’s in your mind. Expose yourself to new things, every day, with an open and analyzing mind.

Catmull’s anecdotes are personal and emotional, yet perfectly back up the arguments he claim in this book. His adventures from working with George Lucas thanks to a random phone call to working side by side with “the relentless” Steve Jobs make this an exciting read, almost like an autobiography but not intentionally so. Embrace failure. Embrace candor. Expect change. Expect excellence. Next time someone brings up Toy Story, Finding Nemo, or A Bug’s Life, you’ll know exactly why and how it’s a success, and you’ll be able to say that Ed Catmull himself told you his life story on how Pixar is what it is today.

Book of the Week 4: How to Read a Book

I’ve been seeing this book mentioned quite a bit online. A 3.98/5 on Goodreads and 4.5/5 on Amazon, at only $10 there wasn’t much to lose. The rationale was pretty simple: the better I can read, the more I can get out of each book. Let’s see how it goes.

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